At this particular time, I need to stop and reflect back to an earlier time in my youth, concerning my parental teaching. I never questioned the authority that my dad claims to have. I never went against the law of the church or the house. I spent many nights, as a teen, wondering why I couldn't speak my mind, question whatever I was told to do, or give my personal opinion on something. I couldn't refuse to do duties in the church, if I thought it didn't make sense. I was not supposed to question the reasons behind the churches doctrine. I faithfully stood by the teachings of Joseph Smith, and the authority that he gave men, in the name of God. I believed in the authority that my dad claims to have in order for me to get to heaven. This is all about the Priesthood in the Mormon church.
I grew up to obey all that I was told to do. I was severely disciplined, if I didn't. On one occasion, my dad told me to, "bend over and bear your butt, so I can spank it". This was at the age of sixteen, which I thought was very wrong and inappropriate for that age. [He wanted to do this for a totally ridiculous reason.] This time, I refused and was afraid of what he might do. I was fearful of the church authority "my dad", and didn't dare to go against anything he said. My dad didn't go any further on the matter.
I learned to have fearful respect for anyone who held the Mormon priesthood. This includes Convert, in spite of his strange behavior. I did what I did, up to this point in my marriage, because of my belief in the teachings that were instilled in me from birth.


Obi-Dave Kenobi April 20, 2007 at 10:25 PM  

"Because God Told Me To" The highest trump card in any religion (LDS included). The whole notion of "Priesthood Authority" in the LDS church has always been a little scary to me.

Spanking a 16-year-old? Um, no. NOT appropriate. I stopped spanking my sons and daughter at about 10. There were plenty of other methods of discipline at that point with kids that age.

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I spent a lot of time deciding if I should write this blog or not. I'm not a great writer and I'm not going to pretend to be. I need to share what I have learned and I might not make some people happy with what I am saying. This blog is a way for me to release the thoughts and feelings that come with knowing I grew up in the wrong religion. A healing process if you will.

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Please start with the month of February 2007 and read backwards. This is the most effective way to understand, in order, why I say what I do.

Handmaidens Creed

1.I believe in God the Father, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit as one God without beginning or end.
2.I believe the Bible to be the Holy Inspired word of God with full truth and righteousness. No other writing is.
3.I believe that the work of the Lord comes first. Before any temporal thing or person.
4.I believe that grace is a gift and Christ gives that gift freely to all who believe.
5.I believe that the beauty of a woman is contained inside of her and not by what she looks like on the outside.
6.I believe that marriage is sacred and represents the Godhead on earth; two are one just as three are one.
7.I believe that love is more powerful than any other power. Remember, God is love.
8.I believe that tithing is not a part of God's new covenant, free will offerings are. And that doesn't mean just money.
9.I believe that the Aaronic, Levitical, and Melchizedek priesthoods are abolished and Christs Holy Priesthood whom Christ is the "Great High Priest" is eternal.
10.I believe that every believer is a priest in the "Priesthood of Believers".
11.I believe that when two are one, nobody is to separate the one.
12.I believe that Christ is the only way to heaven.
13.I believe that our bodies are temples, not man made buildings.
14.I believe that liars make fools out of others and the liar hates the fool.
15.I believe that all believers are in authority to preach the gospel.
16.I believe that the word 'organization' to describe Christs body is evil and has no place with God.
17.I believe the Americas are not the land of Zion and Christ will return to His origonal land-Israel in the Middle East.
18.I believe that God has set out correct ways of worshiping Him, not man.
19.I believe in holding to the truths of the Bible and not mans understanding of it.
20.I believe that the world is full of evil and Satan can easily gain control over the minds of those who do not profess Christ of the Bible to be their only Messiah.
21.I believe that Saints are those who know the real Savior, Jesus Christ, of whom the Bible speaks of; not the jesus of a cult.