The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has a belief based on the theology that a sure way to heaven, and to achieve Godhead is to "do all you can do!" My dad loves to re-site a verse of Mormon scripture that says, 'When ye are in the service of your fellow beings, ye are in the service of your God!' The church changed a children's Primary song entitled, "I am a Child of God." In one particular refrain, they changed a word from 'teach me all that I must KNOW', to 'teach me all that I must DO!'
From the beginning of my life experiences, whether it be in church, at home, or at play, I was taught that 'doing' (whatever that consisted of) was how I was going to be fulfilled, on earth and in heaven. Plus, by doing, is where my self worth was supposed to come from. Therefore, the more I did for people the more I felt as though I was getting closer to God and stepping my way up to Godhood.
There is nothing wrong in helping others. We, as Christians, should have a desire to help those around us. As for me, coming out of Mormonism, to do for others all of the time has been extremely hurtful and down right exhausting. I still, to this day, have great difficulty with changing my thinking on this whole subject. Sometimes it is better not to help those around you in order for them to help themselves. My tendency is to help others around me, even if it will not benefit myself and/or others. My need to 'do' for others has become a huge source of stress for me. I still have a tendency to fall back into the thinking that the only way I'm going to be accepted by my family, children and those around me, is to always do for them. I sometimes get a little lost if I'm not doing for at least for my kids. Me helping them isn't always what is best for them. I get to feeling left out when I'm not doing things for at least them.
The way to heaven is not in the physical activity of "doing", rather the way to eternal life is through faith, long suffering, love, patience, joy. In other words, the Fruit of the Spirit. I shed many tears over this in order to correct my thinking. I put my husband through long suffering because he is the only one I have to talk with. God gets an earful of prayer and sometimes He makes me practice faith, patience, and long suffering. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has instilled in me incorrect values that have done more harm than good. The concept of 'doing all you can do' sounds real good and noble on the surface. The truth is...It is incorrect and wrong to DO all of the time. God expects his children to learn and grow in grace which is freely given to all those who believe through faith, not by doing, or by good works.
After I've done all I can DO!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
3 comments:
You are right "Doing all you can do" sounds right at first glance. However, like my daughter who is driving herself into the ground, the phrase does not take the doer into consideration. Like you she feels she must do do do for others, at the expense of her own health and well being. She lost 3 babies and I will always blame the church for putting so much stress on her. She is a wonderful daughter and a good mother but she is driven to extremes.
I am happy for you, that you found your way out. Live well and happy.
Hi interested,
My heart goes out to your and your daughter. I will pray for the both of you. May your daughter be blessed with the fruit of the spirit to bring her peace. God Bless.
I have struggled with this for years but I have finally found peace with it. I came to realize the most important work I can 'do' is #1 with myself, #2 with my own nuclear family. My oldest daughter has bipolar disorder (long story-my Convert wasn't well either). I realized that I have to take care of myself to best take care of her...and my other children.
Like you, it took me years to un-program the unhealthy thinking instilled in me by the LDS church and realize what I really needed to be "doing".
Oddly enough, from my point of view, I see my devout LDS family and friends SO self absorbed that is just screams hypocrisy.
Your blog has become a sort of refuge right now. My devout LDS sister is visiting, (self-invited), and told me I have a bad marriage because my husband isn't active in the LDS church and doesn't have an education. I know better, I have a wonderful marriage to a wonderful man who left the LDS church too. And my 'best friend' doesn't want me to come to her wedding because I can't come in the temple...thankfully I live far away from all this, but it is still real and so, so, so wrong.
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